well.. cut my nail.. so sakit hati la weih.. i kept it from holiday till now. haiz~ the reason i cut it? actually it has became a weapon when me and my sister is fighting comunicating actually(well.. in-matured me) so my parents kinda asked(or forced?) me to cut it off.
Went to Hatyai with my family last thursday. It was quite fun actually. Everyday eat until stomach want burst liao, go for massage, shopping.. Surprisingly din't gain weight lol. Thx god~ Some Pics
at songkhla beach
mermaid lol
what is she doing??
want die want die liao~
nice view
closer view (she loves doing these facial expression)
leng lui eh~
after attacking the food =.=
help!!~~ 
Quite emotional these days.. Always moody because of those tiny litttle things.. Where is the tough olivia? Where is ur bravery? Life has many obstacle waiting for you and this is just one of a stupid little challenge.. Come on! Just do it!! (Nike is so cool!!) I know you can~~
Thanks for my exam results, i am grounded in my house.. exam sure got people excellent, some people bad one (me) lar.. why can't this pepole be more considerate and comfort me coz i am already not really happy with my result.. What is parents for? izzit to scold you when u get a bad result or when u are down? What is exam for? to let you get beaten or abused by ur parents? Do you really think i wanted to get a bad result back home aand let you see? Can you just stand at my position and be a lil' considerate? argh~ u won't understand!!
p/s hey chee yan this is the last time i allow you cry in front of me. next time if you break down in front of me i will putuskan our friendship
p/p/s i HATE those two-faced people!
pierced my ear!! it is the second hole(on the right).. lol. that shopkeeper said next time can pierce SEDERET of earring.. oh my god!! does she thinks that my ear is like a kedai that is SEDERET?
p/s hope my pengawas fren can lepaskan me when they saw me.. (pls? =_=)
p/p/s hope i can get my third hole or fourth (maybe only coz i am a good girl! i don't wan end up looking like a samseng)
p/p/p/s but it really looks so YENG~~ (not me lar, the earring..)
Omg!! i totally sucks in my exam!! i think i can't relax in this holiday liao.. uhh.. so tension rite now. oh dear oh god oh buddha whoever of these can help me? Argh there's no one who can help me now, only can do better in next year lor.. hope my BC, BM, Sivik, or watever is good enough to pull me up in the class position
还记得小学时的纪念册总是写着，友谊长久，友谊永固的。。
但还是小学生的我们真是太天真了。。
你觉得会发生吗？
每次有聚会的时候还不是这个不得空，那个很忙的吗？
要保持友谊真的有那么难吗？
中学毕业后也大概是这样了吧。。
各自忙各自的，自己深造到自己想要得大学。。
Today talk about PMR with my friends.. X:wah.. they so good lor.. exam finish liao lor.. i also want the exam faster finish.. then dunno who said "after PMR there will still be SPM, STPM, or even your driving license exam waiting for you.. why don't you slow down and enjoy the process..? there will only be 1 time of PMR.. so why don't we slow down our speed and start appreciate it? i am sure after PMR there will be more STRESS waiting for us.. wah.. very pro worh.. (haha.. i think this sentence came out from me..) haha perasan
but i just can say only lar.. exam wor.. how can you really ENJOY + APPRECIATE LEH?
I shouldn't be blogging rite now but argh.. i just CAN'T!! just a few days ago i ban myself from using the computer and now i am using it again??!! and it is like up to a few hours.. T_T how can i stop myself from using this DAMN STUPID computer?? it's like part of my life now.. wonder if i can live without it? Mother went to China.. feels like kinda weird.. coz everytime when it's dinning time she usually eat the most lol.. luckily it's just a few days and she's coming back soon.. haiz everytime lawan back my parents say de things then will very regret then promise to myself not to do that anymore.. but after a few days i will scold them back again..
Today, me, Chee Yan and Megan went to Chong Hwa independent school to play badminton. Before playing, we went to the school compound to "warm up". Saw something that Megan and Chee Yan crazy for.
haha.. Chee yan transformed into Yuna.Oh shit~~ I am getting darker and darker liao.. Haiz.. I know i am not very beautiful, but i don't want to get uglier and uglier with my BLACK skin!!!!
after PJ, it's geography again.. oh my.. y i had to kept being teached by this teacher continuous for 2 years?? izzit i had done wrong things in my past? haiz sien plus her writting is sooo artistic~~ 2day science teacher let to watch an anime coz teacher we finished the whole form 2 syllabus.. it is a quite a nice show, but also very boring.. so i nap a little while in the dunno-wat-room. afterall it's not so comfortable sleeping on the chair, so i asked yan ling & jenny to help me massage.
after that, it's time to go home.. megan missed her bus(again)..=.= i knew it, i predicted it.. isn't i clever?? XDXD even yesterday when she came to the basketball court to "support" us, i knew it's her being left by her bus.. poor thing.. wonder how she face her parents today?
wooh~~ so wet kena shoot by the water gun (brought by goh xin yi).. after the kembara merdeka thing, we went mad shooting water gun at each other.. (yeah i know it is childish)
victim of the day: ME, megan, goh xin yi, elaine, hui min, kok xin yi, jenny, hema and more..
after school we hav that kembara merdeka program again. kassandra asked me to shoot jia en, so i shoot lor.. after that she hold my head tightly and aim the water gun to my head!! omg she is sooo gila~~
while waiting for goh xin yi's father to fetch us home, we saw jenny's father(not sure).. walao.. his father so yeng, with his apple green motorbike.. then wearing sunglasses..
9.30 went to racheal(goh) house, sze qian was there too. Then went to the monorail station by racheal's uncle's car. 11 a.m reached times square. then we waited for our 2 PRINCESSES (rachel & yee hwei) for about 15 minutes. We headed to the neway karaoke.. fuiyoh.. sang until my throat cannot tahan liao.. rachel(kok) most geng wan lor.. her voice can travel to the end of the toilet!! when it still left 30 minutes, everybody went so high and crazy.. we sang more and more loud until the waiters outside thought we are insane. we still stand on the couch to sing and wave our hand. *sigh*
after the karaoke, we went downstairs to walk walk. everybody bought their thing.
goh`` 1 keychain
rachel`` 2 watch
yee hwei `` 1 keychain
me`` 3 keychains
sze qian `` 1 keychain
illegal photographing~~~
rachel `` me
rachel `` me
yee hwei`` me
rachel `` me
rachel `` me
yee hwei wants to sleep
yee hwei `` me
yea it's us again
me `` rachel
all the photos
me `` rachel
group photo
group photo
holiday means relax relax and RELAX.. but, i really dun quite like holidays (correction: is HATE).. in a dictionary named olivia, holidays mean more homeworks, heaps of homeworks!! argh.. izzit nowadays de teacher is more and more crazy? or they love to abuse their BELOVED student? haiz so charm.. i wish i was born in my father's era, that they can go fishing, play whenever they want, not like us so stressed out... money not enough ar!! everything also naik harga.. only my pocket would not rise a lil' bit..
+wish that i can go to avril lavigne's concert.. she rocks! but damn expensive lar.. bo lui arr.. +
next post will mention about my trip at genting, with megan.. a lot of pics.. all in my hp, but the USB port not here
why the hell she would appear in my life? duh~ kept doing things that i don't like.. after a fight she will like a kaki bodek keep bother u at your side.. why is she like that?! after so many month she wouldn't just change her fcking attitude.. go back to your cbn lar.. (your standard oso can go cbn? strange~) u don't belongs here.. ^^
6.50 - asked my mother to quickly send me to the school front gate so that nobody see me wearing that cloth..
7.00 - quickly went in to my classroom to practise with chee yan..
7.20 - after the doa, we went up the stage.. uhh!! it began quite well and successful although our sound is quite soft.. but a sneeze tends to change my future..
chee yan she wants to sneeze when it is her turn, but she manage to tahan, but argh.. when i heard she sneeze in such a nervous situation i cant stand already!! i laugh like a mad lady on stage!! argh~ disaster~~ dunno why lar i really like to laugh when the time is not right.. haiz~~ i kept on let chee yan to read my dialog while i laugh till end.. then i finally have the strength to say the last word "jom".
later when we went home to the class everybody thought i laugh without reason.. hey i am not so crazy okay.. i won't laugh without any reason wan
omg.. cannot believe that i am going to go front of the stage to speak.. although it is just a few minutes dialog but it really kept bothering my mind.. i look quite weird in that sari lar (kassandra kept reminding me it's not a sari but a punjabi suit. dun care lar not much difference).. please don't laugh at me okay.. dun throw eggs onto the stage.. haiz.. hope i can do well lar..
haiz dunno some people lar.. so early wan boyfriend for what? it's a waste of time and money.. paktoh need loads of money.. fon bill, breakfast, lunch, dinner, movie blah.. some more ar.. u thought now paktoh can live HAPPILY EVER AFTER meh? even if now u are really IN LOVE(duh~ dun believe) u think u can bear to see him in ur next 80 years meh? wan puke lor.. just concentrate study lar.. lonely lonely... juz a excuse lar.. jz because ur fren have a bf and u need to follow her a hav a bf? wat if u go 'kao' her bf and be everything same wif her lor~ (not because i dun hav a bf only say hor.. jz really really dun understand only...)
if you're not good in something u just say it our lar.. nobody will scold u what.. but i hate the way u defending yourself lor.. say what ppl very loud and noisy wor.. if u are so good no matter where are u, u also will be good what.. don't juz say other ppl.. why don't u look at yourself? other people had already done their best.. u still at there say say say.. never see her face very 'beh song' liao meh? still don't stop blah-ing o..
actually i dont quite understand why our school like to menganjur so many ceramah and expect us to hear every word what they say.. then the prefect will just stand beside you and watching every move that you do..
today, uncle-dunno-wat come to our school.. can't imagine that he actually come from our next school.. he is like laughing(super-duper evil) every time he talk.. i think he is about 35 like this.. but the tze yee said it is 35 if he is on his foundation, but without his make-up, he will like in his early 40s and i was laughing like hell..
it is like about 2 hours and finally it finished!! i thought i had to hear him talking(or laughing) in my whole life.. thanks god 2 hours finally finished~
omg~~ i hate exam lar.. especially the results..
exam very important?! i don't think so.. exam don't represents everything.. even if u get full marks in ur bloody exam, but that don't means that you will get a good job and high pay..(not offending those who high marks..) really don't understand our MALAYSIA education.. hey, why don't you see how overseas teach their next generation? even though they don't have so much exam like us, and have many many more holiday than us, they are still better than us!! please lar.. change our way of education.. if i m the education minister(if only okay), i will cancel off those UPSR (coz it is not needed), PMR maybe nid lar.. yahoo! everyone's(maybe not everyone, students only) dream
Wth lar.. Damn stupid rapid kl..
Let me wait at the bus stop for 2 hours``
Stand so long until my leg gonna patah liao``
Argh``
Wont forgive Rapid for the bad service``
Hmph~ wat to do?
Can sue them or not leh?
Woo`` today is the Hari akademik.. the Christine Daae give me quite a SHOCK..
Before we went home, the pengawas n bernice went crazy cam-whoring
After that, we went to Mc donald to celebrate moon2's b`day.. (happy b`day)
After we finish out food, there is a photographing session again..( I take 1 picture only hor)
Too bad there don't have any watermelonsss there..
No one understands me!!
even i dont understand myself```
why should a teenage girl should face all these problem??
relationship with frens```
relationship with family```
exam```
stack of homework???
if one day i really cant stand it, it's the end of ma life...
haha, sry quite emo-ish
miSs O
